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Path to Surrender

 10.16.23 I was thinking the other day that this might help other people down the road. I have never read anything where the author shares what they are going through at the moment theya re going through it. I felt this might be something that could help others, but more importantly, help me. I am ina  weird place right now. I have so mnay blessings in my life and yet still feel empty. I shared recently with my wife that I feel like a bad person. Nothing is ever good enough for me. We both have jobs that sustain us. We have a roof over our heads, vehicles to drive, food to eat, money to start paying down debt, health (for the most part), and the list goes on. However, with all that said I am still not fulfilled. I dread going to work because I feel under valued.  A short background. I took a postion that was ll of my doing. Kim and I prayed for specific criteria and I wasnt patient and let God do His work. I forced a job to become a possibility and it has blown up in my f...